This is a first for me, as I am normaly a very private person. I am also a lousy with spelling, so any typos are all my fault.

Here is it, the day after President's Day weekend, and I have to say it was one more lousy one. Normaly I try to plan things out that would be fun to do, but alas, they all seem to blow up in my face.

Saturday, now that was a lousy day. See, I am a single male, with commitment issues. I know where they came from, just not how to deal with them. I have not been able to commit to some one since my Fiance was killed by a drunk driver back in '93. It about killed me, and it was through the love of my family that I survived. So a day that is layed out to be for lovers, it can be a depressing day. Now I do not sit at home, hoping to one day meet the "love of my life" at the front door, I am not that far gone. I just can't take a relationship to a higher level, as I am about to wet myself with fright.

So, here is it Saturday, St Valentines Day, and I have to get my brakes done. $350 later, I have new breaks on the car, Yippee!! Then we throw in some shoping for work, and $200 later, new Shoes, (yeah Boots) and new Dress shirts.

During Febuary and March here in Arizona, we have our Ren Fair. It is always a good time, and something I look forward to. So this year I take my Friend Kris, and his wife Eli out there. Two and a half our later, we are leaving. Now don't get me wrong, it was nice, albet short.